i don't think anyone can really describe how
it actually feels to lose someone really close to you from your life.
it hurts a lot.
but today is the first day of the rest of my life.
and today is the day i'm finally letting go.
and it feels like a huge weight off of my chest.
i can't get hurt anymore
by someone who unknowingly hurt me wayy to many times.
and today is the day i thank them
for doing something god knows i would never have done myself.
i can't wait for this new year.
i'm finally free.
for once.
it's bittersweet,
but in the end it will be amazing.
i have so much to look forward to.
making friends, and football games,
going out dancing, finding a super awesome job,
starting a new school,
living with my sister, living in an amazing apt. complex.
having fun and actually dating.
i can't wait!
i have so much in store.
honestly i feel so blessed as i go about my day.
yesterday is gone and so is the heartache.
buh-bye!
bring on the new year and the new people,
and the new friends.
i have people that love me and care about me
no matter what stupid and irrational things i say and do,
and i have no time for people who don't stand by me
when they say they will or the moment i have feelings.
so thank you so much because you've given me back my
sanity and my freedom of you.
good luck with your life.
because you're gonna need it.
and as for me, it's a new year
and i'm starting overr.
because today is the beginning of the rest of my life.
<3
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