time goes by and it feels good.

you know, i'm moving on and moving forward.

and i think true happiness sometimes is all in knowing your

limits and boundaries,

and i'm not sure that makes any sense. 

and i haven't thought about it in a longgg time.

i think the night i saw you was the last time i let myself.

i'm not mad anymore, i don't hurt, and i don't think about it.

with an exception of yesterday.

i had a dream the other night,

and i realize now that no matter what you'll be a weakness for me.

and i'm okay with that because it doesn't hurt.

and honestly i hope that your life is happy

and that you find all that you're looking for.

i know now more than ever that things are the way they were meant to be.

i can't lie and say i don't miss talking to you and the friendship that we worked so hard to build.

i miss it.

but i don't think about it.

i'm making friends and making a life for myself and i am so happy about it.

i know in time even more things will become clear

and i can't wait for that.

but yeah,

i just hope that you're happy and that life is treating you well

because i hope that for you truly. 

life is good and time is being good to me.

miss you.