welp i took out the "trash" today.
and phewwwww wow i feel so liberated!
like i have officially let go of everything that happened pre-xmas 2010.
it has been one heck of a year and it just keeps rolling.
now i can go on fb and not be tempted to 'stalk'
or have an anxiety attack or w/e.
i guess you can just look back and appreciate all the good times,
forgive the bad ones and move on.
and it helps when i dont have to be tempted to see all my
'mistakes' flaunted.
i hold on for too long because i just feel things too deep.
but it's seriously time to move on.
a new day.
i have WAY more that i am dealing with right now
quite frankly
and i just dont have any spare energy to waste on anyone right now.
because it's taking me everything i got right now
to make it through everyday.
and i'm okay with that.
lot's of prayers and lot's of faith.
hopefully soon enough things will be looking up.
and hopefully soon enough i can feel excited about things coming up.
it's definitely been a struggle.
but i take it a day at a time. :)
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